Its been a few weeks since I posted last, so I guess I had best do it while I'm thinking about it.
I feel miserable. The people around me are worse off, but I'm only feeling bad because I can't help them. David's girlfriend broke up with him recently and his aunt died even more recently. Zac's got his usual issues (very long story. If you really want to know, get a drink and snack and sit in a comfy chair, it'll take a while). Ann's dealing with bad grades, a class she hates with every fiber of her being, and some other issues.
As much as I would love to get them back together and see him happy about that, David's single now. His aunt died two days before Christmas (not a damper on the fun at all, is it?). He seems to be doing ok, but for anyone who has read his blog or saw him for a while after that stuff happened, he's definitely been hit hard. He firmly denies this, of course (yes, I know you're gonna read this. That's why I'm saying it!)
Zac's issues are his own. Like I said, it would take a long time to tell all about it. Just know that he's never gotten over them and likely never will.
Ann's been going through a lot of stuff. I know about this stuff. She doesn't really want help, which makes me feel bad that she won't let me help, but I let it go. She, like me (not on purpose, I can say with complete honesty), is having some problems with grades. While I'm barely passing, she's doing better, but its still not something she likes (I don't like mine any better, but I guess I'm just more mellow or something o_O). The class she doesn't want is Spanish 5, something that I'll have to take next year (I didn't take it this year, but I have to before I graduate). Well, she's not doing so hot in that (I likely won't either, because I don't get Spanish any better than she does). And on top of all that, she's got some issues at home.
So I feel like crap because I don't like my friends not being at the top of their game, but there's not much I can do. Until they get better/over/etc their respective problems, I'm gonna be in my own personal hell. Time to end this post before it never stops.
Until next time
- Blaze
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Well, aren't we all getting a bit depressed? These blogs are filled with the bad things that have gone on, and Now i ask, what about all the good things that have happened? Yes things have been rough on us all, but we'll live. I'm over Mandy, and i miss my aunt, but that dosn't make me hopeless, nor no i feel hopeless. We arent as fragile as the "fine china", we take a beating and get back. All we have to do is stick together and help each other. Life throws the worst at us, but so long as you have people to turn to, you can make it. So to you Patrick, dont dwell in your "personal hell" take action and help those around you that need it. If your friends feeling bad makes you feel bad, whats the answer? why simply make them happy. We all have a good time when we're together, and if you wanna dispute that think of class Thursday when we played cards. If that was fake happiness i dont know whats true. All im trying to say is we need to stick together and hel peach other, and if we do that theres nothing we cant weather. and on a side note i apologize for my lase post. Us vampires are very busy people ya know. :-P
Mawwwrr! -crushes Patrick-
See, now that makes me feel worse that I'm getting you down! Mawr.
But you know, these sorts of depressed/depressing moments are more therapeutic than they seem. 'Cause, like when you have a bad stomach bug (sorry for the rather gross metaphor), you feel absolutely rotten, but then once you've talked over the Great White Telephone, you feel better. It's horrible, but once you get it out of your system, you feel better and can move on.
At least, in my case. I dunno about you peeps.
I can see what the metaphor's trying to say. I'm better now (for the most part, there's still a few kinks of my own that you guys have nothing to do with that developed over the weekend. I'd rather leave it at that...), so focus on your getting out of limbo.
Wonder where Reg is that he hasn't posted on here yet? Or any of our blogs for that matter...
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